Ridiculous Things I Do As The Trip Gets Closer

1. stay up later and later, anxious about my program
2. have ridiculous dreams/nightmares about my trip when I finally do sleep 
3. be in denial about the fact that I'm leaving
4. realize all the stuff I haven't done/need to do
5. continue not to do it
6. make lists. a lot of lists. 
7. ponder what I'm forgetting to pack
8. add unnecessary things to the pile of things to pack
9. download all the music I've been streaming on Spotify for the past 6 months 
10. practice saying, "Hello, my name is Wendy.." in Thai over and over again